Location Change! Philosophical observations ? (Woah)

Hi all! In the pursuit of yet again, another new thing, I've moved to Los Angeles :) So moving forward, all of my services are completely online ! Contact me for any questions If you would have told me this time last year that I would be here, I would have believed you because I am nothing if not trustworthy of the powers that be, but I definitely would have also been just as confused as I was excited. This time last year, I moved to Telluride, Colorado. Lost, afraid, and walking away from everything I thought was supposed to be my future. I had built a life in the way I was "supposed" to. In a field that was just close enough to what I wanted, without the perceived risk of actually pursuing my happiness, that would pay me well enough and provided enough "above average" stability on paper that my mom could finally sleep at night. The thing is, I hadn't actually had anyone in my life at that point who pursued what they truly wanted, let alone done it and failed. My parents grew up blue collar and lower class, so they have been stuck in a mindset of work until you die, their entire lives, and I've watched them deprive themselves of happiness for my entire existence. Because the fear of instability (reasonably), was so strong that it was enough to paralyze them and stop them from looking further than their home towns. Not necessarily because they didn't want to leave, but because the people in their own lives convinced them it was impossible, and that lived belief drove the trajectory of their adulthood. Never have I been more thankful that I started learning about manifesting and reality recomposition at such a young age. I was only 18 when I started, and I was already 4 years into astrology at that point. My life has come apart and back together, I've spent so many years learning and unlearning and remolding my ideas and understanding of what life can be. And I'm certain that starting it then, is what has allowed me to be here now. It was so much harder for her, you know? She had so much less understanding, so the losses she endured hit even harder. They hurt even more. But she endured anyways because she KNEW, deep down, that it was all for the greater cause. Nobody could go back and make that pain easier for her or make it hurt less, but now, I send the feeling of my arms wrapped around her, back through the tether, and let her know that every version of us is so thankful and proud.

LA is, a lot, to me. And I'm going to do the best I can do with it, as a thank you to both the versions of me, and every incredible friend that helped me achieve such a feat. A dream that I've always been afraid to admit I had, something that 18 year old me would be proud of, estatic about, but none the less, doubtful of her own ability to get there and likely consumed by the paralyzing thought of, "but how?"

I wish there were a simple explanation, but all it is, is just completely radical acceptanc eof self belief and trust.

Love ya!

-Junae